Holidays are hard

I'm a single mom of a 19 year old boy and 14 year old girl. Blessed with one of each, now teenagers. I'm having a hard time at Christmas, we don't have much family around, I'm an only child and my parents are gone.

Trying to figure out ways to make Christmas Day fun(it's just the 3 of us) and create some kind of good memory. It's hard because I really miss all the Christmases with my family growing up, now gone.

I want my kids to have good memories too, feel like I've failed them, as I'm sure many single moms do, no matter how hard we try. Any ideas would be helpful, I'm just thinking of making their favorite foods and having a pj day. Maybe a game or movie.