Single Mom But Not A Single Mom

Hi,

My name is Shawntell and I have a 4 month old son named Levi. He is my world he is my first child. I want more someday.

Here's my story. I have been with my son's dad for almost 8 years. I'm 21 and he's 20 his name is Talan, he plays basketball and plays at CU in Pueblo in CO.

When I first found out I was pregnant he told me to abort our son. He didn't want to be in a relationship with me and he had another baby on the way and he ended up lying about it. We ended up working out a relationship and got engaged and everything.

Six months into our pregnancy he tells me he's been cheating. He was there through somethings. He was there when I gave birth. Everything was going fine until 3 weeks after I had Levi.

A girl calls my mom a week later and says he doesn't want to be a relationship. He's not ready. He knew he didn't want to be in a relationship with me he didn't even want to have a kid by me and he should have used protection.

I ask him to buy stuff for our son, he doesn't. Christmas was the first time my son has seen anything from his dad's side of the family. He comes and see's our son but he not there financially and physically most of the time. He asks about him when he's in town he comes and gets him but I live still like a single parent because I do everything for my son everything on my own.